How Allah can create everything differently, so does Allah makes different people with different stories. Happiness comes after the pain. It comes at the moment when you never expected. Yes, i'm still keep praying and believe in Allah.
When the time has come, u'll know the person who's destined to be with you forever. Someone who deserves your love. Doesn't mean you love that person, they're the best for you, doesn't mean you hate that person, they're bad for you.
I believe in Allah, insyallah He will give me the best person who can conquer and value this heart. He knows better. I want to be a good moslem :)